FINALLY I DID IT ❤from a loser to Sub inspector⭐⭐

Maybe I am too excited, maybe for some people this is not such a big achievement. But for me… this moment is special, it is a turning point in my life.

Some things come to us late… we break down, but we gather our pain together and make our way forward.

I never knew where I would go or what I would become. After my mother took her own life I was shook deeply everything became useless for me I was filled with regret, I had made many promises to my mother, and one of them was to become something she would be proud of. In her last days, she only knew that I was studying to become something.

The only sadness I have is… when I was nothing, my mother was with me. Today, when I have become something, I can only imagine her smiling face.

For the past few years, it became difficult and sometimes even embarrassing to answer when people asked. What are you doing?. All I could say was “I am studying.” It hurt when people reacted with disappointment or didn’t take me seriously after hearing that.

Every other person I knew were moving ahead in life and finding their destiny , but I kept telling myself, I am preparing, something good would happen for me.

But Sometimes, I wondered am i only lying to myself ?

As the years went by, I felt like everything should happen quickly ..otherwise, I would always be the clown everyone laughed at in school and college and now if I lose in life, I would become a joke all over again.

So to calm my mind and avoid the fear of missing out and earn something , I just secretly did some part time work as a rapido rider and delivery boy in Blinkit , Zomato etc.

Scared of not being caught by someone known, on the way I would change my clothes so no one would recognize me.

I often asked myself maybe this is all my life is about…
Through these jobs, I learned many things and met many people. Many times I thought ..after so much studying graduating, is this really what I was meant to do?

But all this taught me something important by seeing different faces by seeing their life struggles it was a lesson for me that taught me that…

people don’t really learn until they fall down and get hurt, and u can never grow if u will settle down with what u are getting and consider it as ur fate.

And if someone has already lost a lot in life… they stop being afraid of losing more.

For the people who are fighting their own battles and going through struggles… just believe in yourself – you can do it! ❤️