By skyforbes - eat a bowl of maggots every morning
>found this to be the most easy rule. i used to live in a household of 16 kids, we didnt have a lot of food so i would pick at cockroaches and ticks off the dirty semen stained floor, the idea of eating bugs never seemed odd to me.
- carve a swatsika into my arm
>this one i did find a bit odd.
- hit my head into a wall 7 times a day while saying "i hate satan" 7 times for 7 days.
>this one made the most sense. when i was in highschool my crush of 6 years rejected me. i punched her in the mouth while puffing 6 cigarettes and wrote on my wall "chris moyles made me do it" on my wall 6 times. i couldnt spell moyles.
- on the 4th day, cut contact with my family.
>i told them recently ive been speqking to god. my mom said i shouldnt believe everything on the internet. shes kinda right, but i know this is real. my dad called me a faggot. i havent told my brothers because most of them have families or are dead. my brothers used to waterboard me in urinals everytime we went to a gas station. the oldest one now works at microsoft. i havent spoken to my parents since then. seems to be working.
- move far away from the world after cutting off my family
>god said this is something nobody else can have. i have been living in a van near a river, i forgot to pack water so i have been drinking my own piss.
- all i need are my eyes
>i have sevored my ears while attempting to cut them. god told me i didnt need to hear anything else so i agreed. theres no need to argue. since theyre not completely off i stuffed dirty cotton balls in my holes. i had to break rule 5 to buy some, had some odd looks from women. its ok, they dont understand my plan.
- killing myself