By skyforbes 
I have been long term lurker, since 2020. Also made weird leveraged buys back then then didn't touch anything untill 2023 when I just staterted picking random stocks and bought and sold with profit and bought where is down.
Up untill yesterday I had invested 5700$ monthly my own funds and it was BITF and AMD.
I closed all my AMD position yesterday and withdrew 7k$ to pay off high interest personal loan that i would need still to pay for 31 months.
I closed my about half BITF position with profits to open SPXL 2500$ positon and in BITF is left ~3500$ long positin and opened also 86$ 2x leveraged short positon.
I feel weird, i feel like i needed to keep my positions open for future gains…
I still plan to just buy whatever i have left monthly.
I just feel weird. And yes I know I have not invested and I dont option trade as it is really not an option in europe and etoro. But still I dont feel good. As of yesterday I was up 133% this year. I missed high ups of bitf but still was up 100% when I closed half positions yesterday.
How to shake off this feeling like I lost in future ?
By the way actually I dont know what i am doing generally- was just DCA'ing all thebway to 80's this year AMD and all the way to 0.82 of BITF.
And i am planning to just do it continiuosly for upcomming time.
Maybe I will take out another loan just to full port it in spxl 😀 does not sound so bright.
My positions that was closed yesterday.