for context, i recently found myself feeling envious of academically excellent people in my class but there’s a part of me that dismisses the prestige and feeling of being recognized. because from where i live, people exploit and expect you to lead and do the nitty-gritty (and shitty) work when they realize you’re actually smart, responsible, and reliable person. for someone who was once ambitious, i realized that early on and being used like that didn’t sit right with me. idk what got me into feeling envy, so i thought maybe a film can help me settle this internal dissonance.
i’m open to any recommendations, so not necessarily asian films. i’d appreciate movies that pose questions that allow me to ponder on my core values and ideologies so i can eventually confront what it is that i want in life.
thanks a lot!