By skyforbes 
Otis pursuing his crush with Maeve in the Netflix series: Sex Education always felt so hard to watch, because even though he doesn’t view her as his first love. He really fumbles the relationship he was building with Ruby, because it felt like he was growing up and becoming a better version of himself in a way that he wasn’t anytime he was with Maeve or tried to be in a relationship with her.
He was always being the worst version of himself when it came to his obsession with Maeve, and it showed a lot in the last season! Him choosing Ruby over Maeve would’ve been a more satisfying ending IMO.